Ok Jeff Ok (2006)

(untitled) or (awesome ache)
I’m gonna walk around the world
Don’t wanna get lost in the world
And each day I go I will recognize
      Oh and now and then
 on a separate night
         It’s not a rainbow
    It’s not an awesome ache

It’s not where I went and did
It’s not because I did acid once
Actually I guess it is
It must be all this pissing keep me from going home
Going all the way home and being okay with nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tearing tear’n down down
Because when I’m not your beautiful
When I’m not your rainbow
I’m not an awesome ache
Your patterns show you’ll love
 keeps me still me still
I’m gonna walk around the world
Don’t wanna get lost in the world

The distance
The cats meow, dreaming, my house is yours, wars
Just coming out of my teens, just coming out of my teens
All the things I want to say:
If you want to be heard clap your hands
The cats meow, dreaming, my house is yours  wars
Just coming out of my teens, just coming out of my teens
All the things I want to say: hey
The distance between lovers is disastrous
I couldn’t sleep for a week
I now that your gone I see you now and the distance between lovers is disastrous

The distance between lovers is disastrous
Oh how the distance between lovers is disastrous
Being is kind of like doing,
But I kinda don’t know what I’m doing
Hi baby, you just called me moments ago
I’m riding German trains after football games
Oh Oh Oh  the distance between lovers is disastrous

Oh being is kind of like doing,
But I kinda don’t know what I’m doing when I’m in love
I stay wake longer
It makes the days shorter and somehow that feels like the weeks move faster
Oh How , the distance between lovers is disastrous


Tape Ends
Sorry I lost control
I was getting a little drunker than I know how to control
I ripped the pages out of my book to start over again
Don’t want to remember how I am
Now my baby darling mad,
She’s mad at me cus I made her sad
Don’t you know I didn’t want to make you mad or sad or angry
Just feeling down , but I do that sometimes – I’m sorry
You got a pretty smile and an honest heart
I wanna shape my arms around you honey
Oh I wanna get in bed next to you a touch your head
I wanna touch your shoulders ‘ kiss your neck
Enough all this anger
Enough of all this pride


Live in Vancouver 2006
I’m sitt’n here tak’n a rest on the Cambie and it’s cold and cloudy ‘n stars
City lights and beautiful apartment buildings always look different
But from a distance they seem to look the same as the last time I saw them
The apartment I’m looking for -I can’t see it
but can see the Granville HOTEL sign
Looked more interesting when it read OTEL

Apartment view

Anything to keep Positivity
Anything to keep positivity and a youthful heart
Anything to keep positivity and a youthful heart
Anything to keep positivity and a youthful heart
Anything to keep positivity and a youthful heart
Anything to keep positivity and a youthful heart
Surviving it’s certain death or regret all the best
Surviving it’s certain death or regret all the best of me at it’s worst
I send you good luck and love
On a day that I need it
On a day that I need it
On a day that I need it
On a day that I need it
Good luck and love
On a day that I need it
On a day that I need it
On a day that I need it
On a day that I need it

I’ve got whiskers…in the SUN
Look up
It’s me
My arms are wide open to trying and failing if it brings us closer
If  I lay you down
I’m laying down
Cat claws growling sounds
         { I’ve got whiskers … in the SUN]
The wind brews
Those gravelling fools

The Baltic
I’d rather ride my bike into the Baltic Sea,
than around the streets of Denmark
If that would mean that when I wake I did not die but lay with thee
To lay thee hard
To bend you under palms
To breathe you
And bash your red chest and breasts into neck and cheeks
To rape your lips of colour
And bite them and suck your tongue
And hear your love whistle to be happy and fucked
That’s what I meant by kissing your neck and cuddling actually means:
Grasping your thigh and thrusting my tongue into wetness
And my fingers fingering you while sucking your right nipple
And you left left hard from being just licked
And your collar bone red from rubs and stubble
Flip over

Push it or Pull it
We´re always just roaming!
migrating sounds great to me
always all these obligations!?
Did you ever think that maybe what you think doesn´t have to be that way?
And now there is only money in-be-twe-en  u$s
But life has to play on at all,
i mean: we´re all j u s t inventing the fucking future aren´t we?
aren´t we so just , it´s just so nice to think that, it´s just that i think like that!
and throughout my extended appreciation to this world,
it just be so
Hap hap happen´n, to be
Hop hop (h)op´n, to be
Hoppi´n a plane- refrain! catch a train!
Go to the school
Cool kids back stabbers, 
kool kidz back stabberz
Insane, relation-ships sett´n sail ride´n hi ways and hi waves dipp´n low days
Only too, keep keep´n small save for bad plays that´ll never complete ALL WAys of liv´n
But like a storm or the sun or both
good for each-other has become a pusher or a puller
No side winning No side
But at least, we´ve learnt dependancy 
and together we are the most beautiful course
So like it,
or need it,
or push it, 
or pull it,
Or Else


Out in the open (outside)
Out in the open outside
We can take our time
We will(can) survive the out in the open (outside)
It can be special if you have the time (everyday) to appreciate all
the colours begin to look alive ( in our own time) makes your hair move
(And your hair’s soft)
And I wanna grab you
I wanna hold you close(tight)
And tell you we’ll survive this love we feel is out in the open
I can’t wait till I see you tonight, baby will you call me?
And will you come by?
Cause if you don’t I’ll get on my bike and ride
Down Main street ,  and I’ll take a left at the Science world, and go up Helmeken
Take a right turn (Out in the open we walked outside)
 Under the sky we’re all down here (under the stars and darkness)
We take our strides in the light where we can see our way down
Out in the outside under the sky
in the open out here when it’s warm or raining or cold